I never thought that this last year would have taught me so much! I started out with ending a 10 year relationship with my high school sweetheart. I have since achieved my dream job, and independence from him. I have learned what I like and dont like in myself, others and especially men. I have dated a few. Slept with most. Gotta get the full experience. Lol, the good with the bad. Its all part of the game. I have been up and down with my choices, emotions and decisions. I have my friends and family to thank for their support, encouragement and love that has gotten me through this last year! Without them I couldnt have done it. This last week has been by far the hardest. Just all a learning experience. Thats all I can explain it to be. There has been so much thinking, praying talking with parents, friends and family. Oy! I never knew/learned so much about myself! Everyone has rallied around me and made me feel great! All the little nuances that life has in it has surfaced this last few weeks and its been rough! Everyone has noticed and now I am going to do for me!! Focus on my job, and saving money so I can buy a house next year and do some traveling. If a boy comes along and wants to stick around for a while then so be it. Im not going to force anything, try and control anything and I am now assured of how much I am worth! I have a good job, I am smart, hard working, and very caring. These things I have to keep telling myself these things and forget about the rest!
-M
Stay tuned for pictures and updates of my recent and to be completed trips!
